This feeling in my brain is a new one,
I'm not sure how to take it.
Is it supposed to be fun?
But my life has been in the pits.
You...
loved me and I pushed you away.
made me laugh every day.
became my rock and my fortress.
were the support that made me into this.
Now, you...
stuck by me through the rough times.
played next to me when we used chimes.
aren't there because of your guy.
showed me how I don't have to be shy.
And, you...
took all of this for granted.
never even helped to clean it.
got mad when I spoke up.
make me feel like a total schlup.
There's also you...
who I shortly liked.
who made me realize I need to bike.
who won't return any of my calls.
who makes me wish I wouldn't have made the fall.
Finally, there's me, who...
fell for you hard and can't let go.
still has a crush for you and misses your Hippocracy.
wishes you would come back so we could discuss what made you "mad".
only wants to know we can still be friends.
Girls...are not my cup of tea.
I hang out with them, and get nothing in return.
I'm always going to be the "Friend" to them.
It sucks, but I know it's the truth.
SO as I wallow in my pity, go and make your mistakes.
Cuz honeys when you come crawling to me, I just may be too busy for you...
